The age of bourbon burns less or more into my throat as the time allotted myself to even the score wasted in resentment or protracted into the procurement of forgetting lost time from feeling caged in by the expectations. I lick my lips and suck down the amber lust and spice of the brown-sugared-warming juices and the choices to live in freedom failing— past mistakes burning my core in daily fires that ignite. The settling of sediment in my glass half full and emptied once more seen as a win from time spent imprisoned in desires left to others to determine my fate and mull over the winnings of who got more or less of me and lost the game. I float with no arms to battle or feet to run but soothe the flames in aged whiskey instead, I spoke to whispers from love in bourbon bliss and whiskful wins in hope to rest inside a freedom that has no end.
©Jay Mora-Shihadeh
Photo by Taylor Brandon on Unsplash
“past mistakes burning my core
in daily fires that ignite”
Oh, I feel these lines deeply. Beautiful, heartfelt poem.
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Thank you, Bridgett
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Beautiful lines! To rest inside a freedom that has no end! Great shared! 👏
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Thank you, Priti!
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It feel the character stuck in a place that only numbness helps to escape .
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